| Goodbye my lover |
[Dec. 3rd, 2007|11:59 pm] |
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| | gloomy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Wait For You - Elliot Yamin | ] |
Im abandoning this blog. And that's only because I don't like livejournal anymore. :) |
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| Amour |
[Dec. 2nd, 2007|10:02 pm] |
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| | crushed | ] |
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| | Dear God - A7X | ] | Nad, I'm sorry I dragged you all the way to Chinatown and by the time we were there and back, you yawned nearly ten times. Yes, I counted. Next time I shall tell you in advance okay and I apologise for being so selfish towards you. :(
I'm drained and at one instant I like work and another say I don't. I miss schooling despite the shit I receive from teachers, the minimal amount of friends I made in school were the best. Oh well, everyone just got to grow up.
What if I don't make it to poly flooded my mind, and yes I'm not ready for a second rejection to a poly. I don't deserve this if its suppose to happen. I just don't. I sacrficed too much for the let down and a let down to everyone. I'm just not ready. I wish I was thirteen and young.
Yes, I feel old working there. The make-up, the heels, the environment, I feel I'm twenty years older and I'm not exagerating. I miss kindergarten at PAP in Bedok North.
After school from kindergarten my grandma will hold me in her hands and bring me to this biscuits shop across the street and she'll let me choose any biscuits I want. And I'll choose the one with those pink/yellow/green icings and those will just melt in my mouth.
I miss my grandm and my childhood. I miss everything about being young and I miss Bedok North Ave 4. |
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| Calm like a bitch |
[Dec. 1st, 2007|12:14 pm] |
Another off day and yes I'm energised with almost 12 hours of sleep. :):) I bought new platform heels for work and yes it's open toes without socks on. I could have died if I had done the fullshift. :)
I won't need to do fullshift anymore since we have sufficient amount of manpower in the shop now. All thanks to the part timers and they are Bee Hwee, Fishball, Nana and yours truly, me. :)
I spent almost two hundred in 9 hours. Wow, right there goes all my paycheck. :( And however, I'm getting a RED Guess? wallet later after meeting Nad at Compass point.
Talking about Nad, she came by my shop with her bf two days ago and yes I was shocked. Yes, let me emphasize on the word, "shocked". Lol, I know I sound weird but really I was. I mean I didnt expect her to come down and say hi to me. :) I bought her a padded red bra with matching thongs. I hope she likes it. :):)
Imalee and Kak Lina came and left with smiles on their faces. I hope they liked our service and our products. Hahaha, I really hope so. :):)
I fought with my Dad two days ago. So a little bit of me is sad, is just that he dislikes me [I wont use the word hate because it's more serious]. Yeah, he dislikes me. And he screams at me at 11 oclock at night. I don't like him. I cried myself to sleep that night thinking and self-reflecting on myself. I may have done various things that he might not like, like hello you've done by far more things to irritate the whole family. No one's perfect bitch.
Yes, I'm boycotting you again.
Arghhhh whatever la siak. |
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| Dreams |
[Nov. 29th, 2007|11:14 am] |
| [ | Tags | | | fly girl | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | sexy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | Kiss Kiss - Holly Valance | ] |
When the wind comes rushing, you are the one running, When I see you so near, it's your face that I wanna smear.
And that's only because I wanna smear your face with my lipgloss, and keep on pressing. It's you that I wanna do what I do. I wanna do.
When you come running to me, I feel that whole world is snowin', When you ran away from me, its as though you're not meant for me.
And that's only because of one thing, rejection.
When you come and cuddle me, its as though you're high on cabbis, and When you took a step back, you made me feel like I'm your set back.
You're my heroin, however you're not my synthetic drug [because subutex is so freakinglishly gay/kental], and you're lips kept on pressing on mine and it's me that kept on flying.
I can be your fly girl. |
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| Tadaaaaaaah |
[Nov. 28th, 2007|11:18 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | tum tim tum | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | On the Side of Me - Corrine May | ] |
People, I've gotten my paycheck and it will be in my account in another 14 hours time. :):) Thanks Jasmine Yap for dropping by, you're the sweetest bitch. I love you and I hope to see you come by at La Senza alright? :):) |
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| Go off |
[Nov. 27th, 2007|09:35 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | cheeful mood | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | chipper | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | You and Me - Lifehouse | ] |
Pay, please come earlier because I'm in desperate need of money. My ezlink card it's at it's lowest and that's $1.19 left. I hope this can last till the end of the week [of which I doubt so]. I better get my ass going for work later because if not I'll be late and I'll make a bad lasting impression of myself, again. I better get going soon. I'm going to be using my GAP sweatshirt to work today because the weather is going to change, I hope it rains today so I have better chance of getting a Chocolate Ice Blended with Pearls at Sweet-talk later. I like the super-cool feeling of shivering endlessly in the very neat storeroom. Today I feel like eating Mee Siam Goreng just like how Mum cooks them with a lot of fermented soya beans to top it off. And yes, I feel like having Chocolate Ice Blended with pearls. Oh yes, Missy Donut looks delicious too. But I need financial asistance for that. :( I'm getting Nad a gift but I don't know what size to get for her? What kind of girlfriend am I? Nad, I hope you're an M in La Senza language *crosses fingers*. I hope you like the present that I might be getting you too. The reason for the gift? "Because you're always there for me." I love you Nad :) Annie [Canadian], the owner of brand La Senza is coming to Plaza Singapura's LS in the next few days. I hope we'll make a beautiful impression infront of her. I hope everything dosen't crop up like everyday does. I hope nothing bad will happen and everything will go according to plan. And as for me, I hope I'll not disspoint my colleagues. :):) I hope O hope yeah.
Time check: 2136hr.
I've been off duty like an hour ago and yes I'm back home. Happy and contented but a little bit exhausted from the usual work. New stocks for padded bras are in and so does synthetic polymers booties in red, blue and brown, each are only at ten bucks. Get your's today, HAHA I sound like an LS spokesperson right now. :)
The good news is, I've ace my customer service test an its an overall rating of eight over ten. I never thought I could be that appealing to customers, since I'm very popular with my hot and short temper all at the same time. While on the test, my tummy curled up a few times and nature calls at the same time. But I held on and told myself just a little bit more till Shyam [FJ Benjamin trainer] goes off for her usual rounds. Thank God I aced it and brought a little glory to LS PS. :):) I'm a happy ugly duckling.
The blessing is disguise is that, I've grown to be a more apporachable and less stucked up person and I've become more patience towards others. Well, it's a good thing isn't? :):) Not to mention, I'm getting my paycheck [like finally] tomorrow. I'm super happy. Okay I sound like a mad dog.
Actually, I'm liking my work. |
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| Serenity |
[Nov. 26th, 2007|12:38 pm] |
| [ | Tags | | | emptiness | ] |
| [ | Current Mood |
| | lonely | ] |
| [ | Current Music |
| | November Rain - GNR | ] |
Jicai, Zhao Lun and Oyc, thanks guys for coming at La Senza for few days. Oyc and I had lunch togther on Sat and it was good. We catched up with our lives and yes I do miss you Oyc. We must always meet up for lunch at Kopitiam for a more affordable meal. :):) I'm already missing you. Nad, suddenly I have this urge to tell you everything there's in my head. I miss you bitch, please give me a call today and I want to spill everything out to you. Call me baby, please.
I sat in train yesterday, the middle seat from Dhoby Ghaut. I looked calm and serene on the cover but on the inside my thoughts ran wild. It was as close to wild, wild, wet but this was more then that. It was about my feelings, my needs and my wants all at the same time. It was about you, yes you.
I miss you and I can't help but not pour my feelings about you here. I'm not an attention seeker, but I need a place of my own to write my feelings down. You're my sweetest sweet escape, I remember our talks till late night. Our love for beverages and our similarities. Yet in our conversations, you're the sweetest.
My only wish for 2008, is to spent 24 hours with you. And that's all. I feel empty and all feelings have deserted my body and all I could feel was love. My love for you. But I realise where am I standing in your life. I'm just a newcomer with the least good-looking face and body. You'll never notice this love. Never.
Can I sleep forever and not wake up? |
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